slacker_77

slacker_77 @ 2007-09-16T22:11:00

2007-09-17T02:11:55Z

I need a new life.

I need a new home.

I need a new outlook.

But i really want my parent's to fuck off.

slacker_77 @ 2006-12-10T21:33:00

2006-12-11T02:33:22Z

i'm a jerk. Thats all i need to say. Actually, im a huge jerk.

I never going to do it again.

Do become a computer

2006-12-08T00:53:34Z

So I've been thinking. A lot actually. Too much. I've been thinking of a lot of What If scenarios. I mean, its been all i've been thinking about. I feel horrible, i mean i feel like a horrible person, and maybe y'all think i am. But really...have you all atleast looked at yourselves? Why am i to blame when everything goes wrong. It pisses me off. If you want to charge me do it. I mean its begining to piss me off. I'm a fucking computer for godssake! I have to listen to everyones input, but when i want to explain myself or atleast say something i'm portrayed as a bad man, horrible, mean, crude, bitchy. But, to be honest we're ALL LIKE THAT! not only me. for fucksakes! i do everything, i'm trying to be the best person i can be, but no one realizes! I'm sick of conforming! FUCK! Seriously...im just stressed. I'm not gonna speak tomorrow. I'll only speak when someone addresses me. Fuck i'm not conforming anymore. Take this how you please.

no

2006-11-29T05:06:57Z

Ugh, its that time of year, its couple's season. Its depressing that everyone is going out with someone. I'm so lonely...i want to hold someones hand. I really want to just be with someone. Me and Land were listening to emo music, and i was thinking of the girl i like...ugh so depressing.

Do I Love You because you make me throw up?

2006-11-19T07:06:42Z

So Here I go again, third time this week i guess. Woo record! so lets start this journal off by going, WOOOOOO.

Anyways, thursday. I'll start here because i remember it, i guess. Well Thursday i had a math test, which i thought i was prepared for. I came in ten minutes late, due to my mothers usual not being able to get me at school on time-ness, besides the point. Anyways, i discover my cheat sheet has been given away, to Jorden, who does not do any work. This was my chance to stay in the course, but nope, he gave me reason too. So i refused to do the test. Then at 11:15 i had my grad pic. Jessica came a picked me up from english, which i dread, and went down to get our pics done. The photographer was a bitch, we were like, uhh wtf we did nothing. Yeah after she became nice, but blah, i still think shes a bitch. At lunch i got a form to drop math, and yeah.

Friday was a half day, thank god, i needed it. But we got our report cards. Well i didn't care about any of my marks, i have two classes. I should be getting better in english, and i know my dumb ass teacher fucked the marks up, i mean how does everyone in the class lose 4 percent? thats not possible, EVERYONE LOST 4 PERCENT! IN ONE WEEK? my mark should be 79, but i'm at a 75? uhhh...no. Religion, meh 82, haha, what a joke. I need an 87 in Religion. I'm aiming high right now, because next semester is going to be rough! every rough. Anyways after 4th me sondra, & rachel hit up Toronto. We really wanted to get into MOD but it was full, damn. Then we just we places. Basically i feel bad because it was an excuse for me to go shopping. I went shopping mad; Billabong, Abercrombie, Hollister...WOOOOOO! I bought some pretty sick stuff. I bought a gangsta hat, oh yes i did. Anyways i got home and mom and i had a fight. Which lasted until saturday morning.

Saturday morning, Sondra and I caught the 11:45 Casino Royal which was SWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET! One of my favorite movies thus far! Action, humour, romance, and more action, "Bond, James Bond." lmao. My favorite line in the movie was. "YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, when you die you'll be remembered as a balls scrather." lmao, it was funny. I say watch this movie. 5/5! I came home, cleaned my room, um somewhat. Hung posters on the wall. Noelle messages me at around 4 saying she wanted to do something. I could feel the tension from my dad. He didn't want me to go out, because i went out this morning and yesterday, dumb fuck, i'm at my work, i'm not putting myself infront of harms way. Whatever. We went to watch Happy feet, which was cute. Then went home and agrued with my dad, because he's a dumb fuck.

EDIT:

Dad and I are not fighting? He gave me 10 bucks and bought me Desprate Housewives! AND HE ADMITTED HE WAS WRONG! WOOOOOO TROY PAAAARTY!

Anyways, i do have pics, so enjoy!

Anyways, peaccce

Promise is Never A Promise

2006-11-16T05:11:43Z

So, I've told someone about whats going on in my head. I trust you enough to keep my thoughts personal.

Thanks.

Hey Hey!

2006-10-09T20:14:48Z

well montreal turned out alright after all...i mean the last couple hours rocked ass!

Well i got to see my cousin Paul, he's never home, so he decided to eat dinner with the family, then we went and played Ps2, but that failed...then he showed me his new room, which is awesome. It was funny because his laptop is so fucking odd, he showed me some awesome RPG's...I want World of War Craft now! After we went to his store, yes the store he co-owns, and i got some free stuff, woot. Did i mention he drives a hummer H3? Later we picked up some random girl and drove her home :S ...

After driving around the Quebec country side, he allowed me to drive the H3, and i was like :\ but it was awesome, it feels like a car! Then we went home.

While playing world of war craft his friends decided to come over. He tells me that one of them plays in the NHL for the mighty ducks, i was like :\ an NHL player is standing infront of me...and yeah it was awkward but funny.

Yeah montreal wasn't that bad, but still bloody boring!

La La La

2006-10-08T22:11:24Z

I'm still so bored, I'm in Candiac , Quebec and so bored out of mind...i just watched Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, again!!!

Well i'm bored, i guess my Rant is over, i have nothing to complain about, i think i'll be leaving tomorrow morning, i'll be home at like, i don't know 1ish...

Ugh Spasenovic on Tuesday :[

The housewives are on tonight, so uhh peaace

Hey!

2006-09-24T01:49:02Z

Three Words: Drama Drama Drama...

More words: I like the class too...

HOLLYWOOD, SUNNY PLACE, SHADY PEOPLE.

bored

2006-08-23T06:46:19Z

So i'm pretty bored at 2am...lol so i made something...

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v390/bestdueler/STA.jpg

so check it out and comment...

(PS i was trying to copy Laguna Beach...lol)

Hollister, American Eagle, Abercrombie, oh my!

2006-08-16T04:09:14Z

what a week....in short: Much On Demand = Awesome, Hollister ($100.00) + American Eagle ($0.00) + Abercrombie + ($140.00) = Oh shit...., reconciling with a friend = Happy :), Buying Cottage = Fuck Yes, Step UP = OMGOMG!

Yeah i'm pretty bored, and really not in the mood to type...

I found the Tattoo i want on my right wrist

Its The Gemini symbol

Peace

woot

2006-07-17T04:39:15Z

so lets see, whats happening, i met keisha chante at work tonight, wow we talked for awhile too, and she's so nice and pretty. I'm working too much, 2 jobs and a load of money coming in...but i still want to do so much this summer!

1. Lose 20 pounds
2. Sit under the stars with friends
3. Go Swimming
4. Go Downtown Toronto
5. Eatons Centre
6. Grow Hair or cut hair
7. Pierce Ear(s)
8. Finish a Book
9. Buy Some awesome CD's
10. Not Watch Canadian Idol
11. Root for Toby on Rockstar, Root for The S6 on BB7
12. Go Driving
13. Get License
14. Sleep in another bed
15. Hold Hands
16. Ask someone out
17. Buy Flowers
18. Change Room
19. Don't Spend Much Money
20. Don't Screw Up

Yeah Not much...peace

AHH!

2006-07-07T06:51:33Z

Ok, me and Sondra went to the employee screening of Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead's man Chest, and it was bloody amazing! i want the third one to come out right now!!! it was sooooo goooood! Scary but goood!

Another huge Updat....gosh i never update

2006-06-26T22:13:05Z

Alright, i haven't update...for a long time...anyways. SO much has been going on and i feel it is my chance to let it go. So to make matters worse my parents are BOTH going through a mid-life crisis by buying a motocycle...oh god. But good news i get the van or a new car by the end of the summer. I'm going to driving school this week, all week, oh god school all over again, but whatever. I have a various contract with the city of brampton in pre school, so i'll be working my ass off. Silver City is annoying. School is done did i mention...exams were meh, didn't care, didn't study, because i don't care, lol. I'm planning to do as much as i can to make a lot of money this summer, a lot, i need money. I want to buy a lot of stuff too...gosh i need a life. Right now i want : The new issue of GQ magazine, 8 comic books, and other things which i can't think of. RUNAWAYS....anyways word vomit...i'm in a good mood because CANADIAN IDOL IS ON TONIGHT TOP 22! i'm planning to go down a couple times this summah...I have a lot of goals this summer which i want to complete...which i might, because i won't be home a lot this summah. I actually can't wait for next year, i don't know why, but i can't. maybe because i'll be a senior! WOOOOOOOT!

NO ONE SAID HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...WELL SOME PEOPLE but NOT MANY :(

anyways PEACE

b l a h b l a h b l a h

2006-06-21T23:25:16Z

blah blah blah

i'll give you a full update tomorrow

blah blah blah

Exams are blah

blah blah blah

i spend to much money

blah blah blah

i <3 her

blah blah blah

Janelle

2006-06-06T01:47:42Z

I just felt like putting these Big Brother 6 Janelle clips, i like the last one...

I'll update more often when i have the time

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYq2KsoEuJQ&search=big%20brother%206

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YayIxRSsw-g&search=big%20brother%206

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CrmfS-MGgu8&search=big%20brother%206

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3XhMnuSXBXA&search=Janelle

What am i getting myself into?

2006-05-22T03:30:01Z

Well...lots of things are happening

First, i am running for student Government, Prime Minister, i just decided that on Thursday, and i am excited for my campagin!!! Its really cool, people are making posters for me and i feel speical! Vote for me if you want change and if you want your last year to be a fun year.

Yeah anyways...i love High School Musical, its an amazing Disney Musical! I LOVE IT. It's bloody awesome.

The Aquaman trailer is amazing, and i don't understand CW, they should have signed it, they still may, but yeah...heres the link:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=tqL9ralAtOM&search=aquaman

On the downside, i went to see my grandfather and he's looking horrible, my family is saying he won't last the week. Dammit, not good, not funny, not another funeral.

Yes, anyways, VOTE FOR ME FOR PRIME MINISTER!

Gone away...

2006-05-18T03:57:35Z

Things have been a bit complex lately and i don't know why it is, maybe i do know why, but whatever, life can't go in your favor all the time, right? Things have got worse everywhere. Home, School, Friendships, Work...i think i have a problem. Or the problem is everyone around me. For example: My parents are killing me, my mother is going through Metapause, and my dad is going through a mid life crisis because my mom is driving him insane. Guess whos stuck in the middle...Me, i have to deal with both of their problems, which now i don't give two shits. I care when they start bitch at me like my mother does, well not recently, but all last weekend.

Life story short i have a shitty life...

Oh did i mention my grandfather is in the hospital dying? No? Well i just did. Did i mention that my dad comes home today and completly bitches at me telling me that i have a problem today? Well i do, that he is never home and never does anything with me anymore. Example: Go play baseball in the park, bring me to my work to see when i work next, and bring me somewhere for 5 minutes. He lives at the hospital now, i don't see my parent's at all now.

On a higher note, well if there is any, i went to see RENT LIVE, it was pretty sweet expect my sisters boyfriend being a fuckin' turd. Shit face asshole...anyways.

Yeah before that i went shopping with Anya, lets say i didn't do the shopping, lol.

Well the long weekend is approching and what will i do? Jesus, life reminds me of Veronica Mars, my new obsession (Thanks to Stef) it seems that all the "cool" people are going to wasaga, and dang does it suck to be just me. But life does go on, why should i care about the STD bunch anyway?

Oh yeah Veronica Mars is awersome. I love her, and her hair. Yes her hair. I thought it was a blah show at first but its pretty cool, i like it.

In Other news, Grey's Anatomy and Smallville have ended...Boo no more tv, well good tv atleast...but atleast good movies are coming out, this Friday The Da Vinci Code and next Friday X-men: The Last Stand...oh i can't wait!

Yeah I've updated alot so im going to bed now ttyl...peace

PS ASHLEY PARKER ANGELS NEW CD IS AMAZING!!!

slacker_77 @ 2006-04-30T18:15:00

2006-04-30T22:17:19Z

AWESOME WEEKEND!

Saturday was the Canadian Idol audition and and...i made it to the "second round." I go downtown at 7, and literally we wait 30 minutes in a line. Then we sat and watched tv and practiced our songs. So it was my turn to audition! I was in a room with 5 people, which i can say they sucked. I sang Elton John's I'm Still Standing. The lady told everyone in the room to leave, except me...she's like you were really good, can you sing another song. I got nervous. I sang a rent song which was good too, but i was nervous alittle. She said i was good, but i was only 16, also that she can tell i liked musicals and therature and stuff, she said if i come back next year with more experience i was be great, it was awesome! So next year i'm coming back! YES! WOOT!

I mean even though i didn't make it due to age and experience, i can't wait to try out, Canadian Idol 2007 watch out!

THE GIRL NEXT DOOR IS AWESOME!!! I LOVE THAT MOVIE!!!

Boring Day....

2006-04-18T02:47:12Z

It's tomorrow, a very important thing, oh man, why am i scared?!

Yeah today was eventful, watched two movies, She's the man (again x2) and Scary movie 4, lol, both so good. I went to the mall with my sister, and went to the dollar store...woot, thats all i did, now i have to stay cool, just watch 24, and read "Mice and Men."

UGH! I WANT THIS TO FINISH!

slacker_77 @ 2006-04-14T23:42:00

2006-04-15T03:43:33Z

May have been the worst week i have ever lived...

CINDERELLA!!!

2006-04-02T22:47:28Z

I finally am able to update this now that Carolann is done my layout, i must say, it amazes me, even though she hates it, so thanks Lalaaa! So much has happened so i'll start from Monday the 26th:

Monday was a normal school day, i enjoyed it, but i had Cinderella Rehersals until 8 which was alright, because the cast is awesome. We did hair and make up but i looked the same, i had a shit load on too, which was funny, but i embrassed myself along the way too. We went to the theature at 2, oh may i add that i didn't go to 4th, lol, woot. When we arrived i still had doubts about the play though because i thought it could of been done much much better! During the Waltz practice Rosa cheered for me, i was in aw. He also yelled at me which was funny too. Tuesday was show time!!! We performed infront of schools. Right in the morning we went to do hair a makeup, oh so fun. I look so old, which was the point. I say Tuesday was our weakest day. After that i went to the mall chilled and bought a cowboy hat for 40 bucks. Later i fell asleep and woke up for idol which was pathtic. Wedsenday was a huge day for me because my elementry school was attending. I saw Miss Proba there in the crowd. I walked home that day too, we i took the bus, some girl said our play was good, so i was like...oh yeah. Thursday WAS A HUGE DAY! I came to school in the morning in shorts and a sweater, it was nice, people were like wtf, i rememeber passing by the drama room and well this "person" was staring going "WTF, why is he dressed down" Until i told Jessica H. where i was going and she was like "Ohh your in Cinderella" and then they realised i was in Cinderella...yes i was, yes i was...Anyways...We went at a did vocal training, and stuff, then show time, Thursday was the best performance i think, then we had a three hour break because we had another show at 7:30, i chilled at the mall with Abby, and Rachelle, sometimes we bumped into some of the cast. I bought my new sun glasses because i left them on the bus lmao...yeah, we came back and performed, and it was Mariana's last show as Cinderella which is 10000000x better then Kerry...ew Kerry...anyways...she rocked the house. so many teachers were there. I came home and slept... i was dead tired. Friday i didnt go to school, because i woke up at 1pm, lol, yeah school starts at 8am...tsk tsk...lmao i needed sleep. Yeah i woke up ate a cereal, and headed to the Civic Centre. Friday was our last show, it was really sad. The mayor spoke to us back stage, shes short eh, im taller than her! Yeah we performed it was sad, so sad. UNTIL...the HOUSE PARTY...I GOT WASTED!!! SOOOOO DRUNK, DRUNK OFF MY ASS, everyone was telling me shit, wow, i was drunk, so drunk, 2 beers, 1 shot of rum, a rum and coke, and some other shit wow, wasted. I woke up saturday early, i was feeling ok, went to the mall with Madison and Jennifer, then we met up with Kennith and Matt, and yeah...nothing else...

anyways Cinderella was a 6 month dedication...i miss it, long live Cinderella

PEACE

Evaluation...

2006-03-19T21:11:50Z

I really feel odd, don't know why, i think i just had an epiphany, a change of heart, a change of being, a change of attitude, a change of mind. i don't know why, maybe its time. i have this weird feeling i want to join a military school, or a boarding school. I really have no idea why, but i want to. For some reason i really am leaning to go to military college. I want my life to change, and i want it to change soon. I'm not complaining, but i know theres so much more for me somewhere else, that i can be doing something so worth my wild. I should of thought of military school so early on. I always want something when it's to late, it seem's that i can't even catch a break.

MEXICO JOURNAL

2006-03-14T17:44:53Z

PART 1:

OK well im in mexico heres my part one of my journal:

Arrival was ok, the airplane was scary but it was fun. except that stupid little girl infront of me. and the food was better than i excepted. We arrived in mexico at 11:35am there time. We took off at 7:25, 1 hour deklay. We had the kids from studentcity on our plane, i will go into that later. The place i´m staying at is amazing, so much better than i excepted. I went swimming all day it was sop much fun. Then i watched idol, AYLA!!! After that we watched Larry King and went to bed. I woke up the next day (friday) at 8:30 and went into the pool. After that we went to the beach, it was amazing. Waves were high. I got a horrible sun burn and tan, that sucked royally, but its cool cuz i got a really nice burn and tan, but i hate it becuase my skin is peeling! Anyways at the beach i rode the ATV down the beach i was going 70 km/hr it was sick. Crusining down the pacific ocean, oh yea thats the way i roll. We came home then i went swimming. Later on we went our for mexican food, which was good, but i felt funny. then we came home and i went into the...pool. My parents and Uncle watched Crash, but instead i was reading Angels and Demons, and my aunt is doing something behind me. Saturday was a weird day, it was sick but crappy. I was buring EVERYWHERE!!! My body was aching Red, which it still is, but meh its sexy. Acapulco city was nice. Corona, best beer ever, lol. We went to the city beach and we met a british man (i call him dude) he works for the Queen Margrat the 2nd cruise line as a piano player. We left and my dad kept acting like a freaking moron, and he still is, which is pissing me off. We ate dinner and i wasnt feeling great. After we watched walk the line, which i fell asleep through. Sunday was another awful sleep. At around 11 i took a shower and went to the Princess Hotel Resturant, mmmm good, maragetias, mmm good. Strawberry was the best. After we went to the market where i bought stuff, i felt guilty too. Ok next year ou school has to join studentcity for march break, looks so fun, students from everywhere come party, i met people from London, Ottawa, toronto, New jersey, its awesome. Ok yeah, after we went home and i swam, and watched smallville. Monday was meh i really can complain and i cant complain about it, i woke up early and ate breakfeast and went swimming in the pool, i swear i live in the water :s we went back to the wavy beach but it was disgusting so we came home and went into the pool. We went to some italian place which was good, we came home and watched the Apprentice

PART 2: Thursday

Nothing, don't even wanna discuss, stupid family was being gay there remaining days, HIGHLIGHT, i rode a jet ski, boo yah

Ok Chop Chop

2006-03-09T00:41:59Z

BLAH BLAH BLAH!

MEXICO TONIGHT

BLAH BLAH BLAH!

I LIKE HER<3